captured while waiting to leave the Laguna Sawdust Festival 2009


I have been working on writing my personal testimony – how God has moved in my life – how I got to where I am today.  My repugnance grows as I look back on past seasons of my selfish life.  I am utterly  disgusted with who I used to be.  I do not want to glorify my past.

Photographs tend to glorify whatever it is they are of.  I want so badly to erase the photographs taken during those dark years of my life.  But as I look at the images and ponder the action of deleting them, I realize that they are a witness of where God has rescued me from.  If I erase those images then I am silencing the witness.

By the power and grace of God, my life is a living testimony of Ezekiel 11:19,20; 36:24-27

Behold the Lamb of God!

“It is not sufficient that the human race behold Jesus as the Man of men, the Superman.  He is not only the Man of God; He is also the Lamb of God.  As Emmanuel, the God-man, Jesus Christ is the great Sin Bearer.  Jesus is man’s outstanding example, ‘the realized ideal of humanity;’ but He is more than that:  He is the Saviour and Redeemer of all who accept His grace and surrender to His sovereign will.  As the Son of man and the Son of God, Christ saves from sin and all its terrible consequences.  The repentant sinner need only fix his eyes upon the Lamb of God to be so completely transformed that his fear is turned to joy and his doubts to hope.  The stony heart is broken under the compelling power of grace, and a tide of love sweeps over the soul.  Beholding Jesus as the great atonement for sin is the secret of the transformation of character into the divine image.

“Jesus said: ‘This is My Father’s will, that everyone who fixes his gaze on the Son of God and believes in Him should have the Life of the Ages, and I will raise him to life on the last day.’  John 6:40, Weymouth.  The power of a fixed gaze to reproduce what is looked upon is beautifully illustrated by the camera.  In order to reproduce the likeness of a landscape or a person, the camera must be fixed in an immovable position till the image is formed on the delicate film.  The eyes or lens must be focused on the object to be photographed, and the gaze must remain fixed until the light completes the impression.  The film must then be taken to the darkroom and be submitted to a chemical bath in order to bring to view all the beautiful details of the reproduction.

“Someone has said that ‘Christ is sitting for His portrait in every disciple.’  He is posing for the reproduction of His image in us, and [our] gaze must remain fixed till His character is fully reproduced.  As in the photograph, the darkroom experience and the acid test of fiery trials are necessary in order to develop and to make visible what has been impressed upon the mind and heart by beholding Jesus.  These were the experiences that developed into visibility the marvelous perfections of Christ’s matchless character.  The darkroom of obscurity and trial developed the character of Joseph in Egypt, of Moses in the wilderness, of David in exile from the wrath of Saul, of Daniel in Babylonian captivity, and of Paul during the severe persecutions that ended in his martyrdom…

“‘All who long to bear the likeness of the character of God shall be satisfied.  The Holy Spirit never leaves unassisted the soul who is looking unto Jesus…  If the eye is kept fixed on Christ, the work of the Spirit ceases not until the soul is conformed to His image.  The pure element of love will expand the soul, giving it a capacity for higher attainments, for increased knowledge of heavenly things, so that it will not rest short of the fullness.’ — The Desire of Ages, E.G. White, p302.

“Beholding the Man of God transfixes the gaze and produces admiration.  Beholding the Lamb of God reaches the heart and effects a transformation.”

{quoted from Behold the Man, Taylor G. Bunch, p13-15.

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